Sam and James - Mistaken Identity

The plot thickens in the Piolo-Sam-Lolit bruhahaha. Some say it is a case of mistaken identity. Maybe yes... maybe not...

My very good friend gave me a ring when the issue has become the talk of the town... When Piolo attended the concert of Mark Bautista at the Aliw theatre he was with a guy whom we thought Sam Milby together with direk Joyce Vernal... Since they were sitting a few seats away from us,, my very good friend encouraged me to take advantage of the situation due to the fact that she was a super duper mega die hard fan of Piolo and Sam... In support of my friend and with the use of our charm we successfully manage to have a photo opt...

Back on our seat we viewed the picture and it was not Sam Milby (Duh!!... what a waste of time and effort),, but this guy has a striking resemblance to Sam,, as in talaga... Then who is this guy??... This very good friend of mine who is also updated to entertainment world told me that it could be the model-turned-actor James Uy the new talent of Star Magic... In addition,, she informed me that James is also a good friend of Piolo, just like Sam.

Since Lolit is from kapuso network and probably not familiar to the new talent of star magic,, most likely he was the one that she spotted in Sofitel... Hhhmmmm... Maybe Yes... Maybe not...

Constant Change

I was listening to a song of Jose Marie Chan entitled constant change in the car while passing C-5 going to global city.... It captured my attention because of the lyrics,, "We'd have to move along,, life is a constant change and nothings stay the same,, we're all like clouds that moves across the skies,, and changing form before our very eyes"...

Everything in life was not serve to us in a silver platter,, we have to work hard if we want to achieve somethings that our heart desire and continue to change for us to survive... I believe that I have outgrown my peter pans and wings.... If we just only try to move out from our comfort zone,, then we will realize that Life is like ridding on a wild roller coaster and at the end of the day it's gratifying and wonderful ride.... Let's embrace the changes in our life and learn from our experiences....

Open Heart

Is it a risk to open our heart to someone we love but no matter what happened this person cannot love us back as the way we are expecting nor wanted it to be??... Most of us will agree that it is a stupid act. Its too risky due to the fact that we really don't know of what would be the outcome... It can be beneficial or devastating on our part. It could shatter our heart and destroy our spirit. It is hard to pick up the pieces of our selves and pretend that everything is alright but deep inside we want to scream from the top of our lungs that everything is not tolerable as the way it should be.

Love can give us more reasons to wake up in the morning smiling and feeling so good to live,, but it can also poison our existence. This powerful four letter word can craft a better person,, but if not handled appropriately can turn the person pungent. It is not easy to mend a broken heart... Time cannot heal the wound,, and no matter where we go and what we do,, the twinge is there and keeps lingering in our minds... That is why most of us are afraid to open our heart due to the fact that we don't want to be exposed and vulnerable.

I admire those persons who opened their heart for their courage of taking the peril... Taking the risk is like riding on a wild roller coaster ride... It's painful and demoralizing but in the end it's a wonderful ride... What defines a person is on how he picks himself and stand up after the fall.

No matter where the wind take us,, we must go on with our life because there are lot of opportunities and reasons to live... Life is too short so don't waste it... In short my dear friends,, pray harder that there is a special person that is willing to commit a lifetime union with us... A union that will encourage optimal intellect,, emotional and spiritual growth... And if it does not come,, find your solace... Always remember,, there's dignity in being alone but,, we should remain true to our self and never stop on loving....

Why are you asking me if I Love You

Why are you asking if I Love You
don't you know that my love is true
There are words I can't say right now
but I think you know it somehow

Do I need to fly the distant rainbow
and capture its youthful glow
I don't want to utter promises
then only break it into pieces

If I could only touch your dreams
and I will be there as it seems
Still loving you my dear
even if your love to me disappear

One Day

1 day,, i will get tired in having hopeful reverie about my situation, my love, my future.

1 day,, my eyes will see the past once again, the past where in I dealt difficult ordeals. In where stronghold never exist. In the past, I am luminary because I was different but incarcerated by being who I am. In the past, there are people who can quantify my mistakes and failure yet they couldn't quantify how strenuous, degrading facing them each day. My past is still there.

Giving a strong grip to my self. The past, my past defines who I am. And in our system, it is not about what you have and what you can give. It is about who you are. That is how we are being valued.

1 day,, my heart will again be shattered and no 1 not even myself can understand why it is happening all over again. Inquietude and spent, the only comfort that I have is my own compassion.

1 day,, I will go back to my old ways. Masking myself the whole day. Doing a pretense. Then, when the sun sets I unmasked and revealed my naked soul. The humming of my heart,, the color of my spirit.

1 day,, I will find my self again in a very lonely hill. That is where I can define joy and realness. Sorrow and time... Myself and today....

A lonely but demulcent hill.

1 day,, I will be surprised about feeling again that certain coldness that only the truth struck me with it. The truth that really needed to be faced. I will be asking myself these questions. Who am I??... Where have I been??... Where must I go??...

1 day,, all these things will come my way. And I know in da end I will ascend.... Not bcoz I am brave.... I'm strong enough.... I'm intelligent enough.... It is bcoz I need myself.... I need myself to be brought HOME.